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Alright, must get horrible depressing journal off my page and start over >O< thanks for all the support to those who commented on my last journal about my job loss, I appreciate it as much as it sucks, I can again start looking into things I want to start a career in and not just some job...

Today I went to get some information on this business school, wasn't exactly what I was hoping for but it gave me a push to start looking into other schools- I might even have luck looking into animation or illustration schools... it all depends, I'm still so undecided for what I'd even like to do for a career... as much as I enjoy drawing, I'm still hesitant about doing it as a career, so I guess I'll see what happens

But speaking of art- I've been in a rut since Anime Boston- I can't come up with any new images I'm satisfied with to finish, a lot are just crappy scribbles... not even good enough like those art dumps I used to do -sigh- very frustrating, I'm also in a block as far as plot goes for my story- I've got the basic plot for the next 5-6 chapters but the plot getting to those chapters are very thin, I want to write meaningful dialogue and plot, not just filler :/ so most of the things I'll be uploading will be my AB merch and photos... though I am going to be working in Flash again, I might think of some ideas through that *3*

And finally, if anyone is interested in my personal life besides the job thing- I have again been pondering the ways of male logic even though I grew up with 2 brothers, I've never fully understood them... I somehow am apparently intimidating when I be myself around them, perhaps they are not used to girls acting like themselves and instead are used to them being all girly? I have no idea, I don't usually hang out with many guys, I don't have a lot of male friends that I hang out with alone but the ones I do seem to be confused... if I had a better memory I would be very interested in taking Psychology but specifically the way people act around one another, I think it's fascinating especially the way men and women view each other... I've already been doing a lot of reading about it, but nothing like school-related

LOL so yeah that's what I've been doing lately x3 I really need to clean my room too >.> it is pretty bad... I'm so lazy... the next few days are supposed to be rainy so I will have some time where my room won't be crazy hot to clean things up and what not now you know what I've been up to- oh, I finally got through almost all of my deviations still gotta get to some old comments/journals and replies x3 well, thanks for reading my rambles~ ... so yah that ish all for now~ Until next time! Ja ne minna-san!

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- Where I'm putting photos of me and my friends for drawing poses. Like, have you ever had trouble drawing something in a picture? I do, so I'm taking pics of myself and others for poses so people can use them to draw ^.~
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"redvines are like my favorite snack ever" "omg me too" "..."

"...favorite way to say red wine in a german accent" "redvines" "OMG!"


I found these by ~Applescruffgirl (uploaded them to my photobucket so they would work via journal) and they just happen to be from 1 of my favorite scenes in the Potter sequel... so, this just had to become a part of my journal